So, my friend posted up a couple of...posters that goes like this: " Every little girl's dream. Grow up and marry a naval officer." The odd thing is...I want to grow up and be one. I mean, what's the point of marrying someone who's going on all the adventures while you stay at home? I guess some people could do it, stay at home and wait but I can't, I can't do the waiting. If you think me an dreamy fool then kill that thought for I am no such person.I am aware of the trainings officers have to go through and I do admit, it has made me reconsider my decision.I am also aware that by being on a ship I am putting my life and others at risk, especially if I am in command. The 2003 submarine accident is reality, it happened once and if carelessness should triumph, it may happen again. If you are wondering why I want to sign up, it's because of confidence or lack thereof. I am by nature, reserved and as I progressed through my university years, realized that I want to be someone who exudes confidence, someone who could think on her feet and command respect, someone who I could be proud of. Perhaps it is a foolish notion but I guess I will have time to regret after signing up, that is, if I ever do sign up. Right now, I'm still researching.

The old computer screen my mother brought back from her office finally decided to go to digi-heaven and leave my CPU alone. I needed to work so I used my parent's 1080P screen and the the tiny words are hurting my eyes :( I'm going to go blind at this rate.

I'm kinda lazy and I get bored easily, also I'm quite reserved/private if you didn't notice. Did I mention how some stereotypical notions annoy me? Biological clock? Well, aren't we all on it? Tick tock tick tock, our bodies age and our minds rot. So, please, do yourselves a favour and ditch the romantic notions, there is more to life than that, if it gets out of control, there are always kids to adopt.

Because I want a giant pudding to be the thing that crushes the city on Doomsday.

So, I came across this really odd article about self love and the topic of discussion intrigued me. "Would you date yourself?" So, would I date a male version of myself. I don't know why but I thought of my alter ego and the answer was "hell yes" we'd have an awesome time! Ah, self love :P

My city elf, Darrian Tabris!

I am so glad the final presentation turned out better than we expected. All nights where I have to go with only 2 hours of sleep, cups of coffee, dragon age legends on facebook, dragon age soundtracks and fanfictions , all to keep me going for FYP....were worth it *_* Now, time to celebrate!!!!!!1 Well, after the final examination later today :D